
A parent would reach for this book when their teenager is struggling with the profound, numbing fog of grief or feeling isolated by their cultural identity in a new environment. This poignant novel follows seventeen-year-old Jihad, a Syrian American girl who loses her ability to see color following her mother's death. As she navigates a prestigious new school where she faces prejudice for her hijab and name, she discovers a magical sketchbook that allows her to paint her mother's Syrian memories into reality. It is a deeply moving exploration of depression, the restorative power of art, and the strength found in one's heritage. While the themes of loss and Islamophobia are heavy, the story serves as a vital bridge for families to discuss mental health, the immigrant experience, and how creativity can facilitate healing.
Deep exploration of grief, clinical depression, and the loss of a parent.
The book deals directly with death and grief. The approach to mental health is realistic and clinical (depression), while the artistic expression is metaphorical/magical. It contains scenes of Islamophobia and racism, including verbal harassment and discriminatory treatment. The resolution is hopeful and empowering rather than a 'quick fix' for grief.
A high schooler who feels 'othered' by their community or is processing a significant loss through creative outlets. It is perfect for the teen who feels like their parents don't 'see' their internal emotional state.
Parents should be aware of scenes involving targeted harassment and Islamophobic bullying. The depiction of depression is visceral and may require a check-in with sensitive readers. A parent might see their child withdrawing from hobbies they once loved, or hear their child express that 'nothing matters anymore' or that they feel invisible at school.
Younger teens will focus on the magical realism and the 'secret identity' of the artist. Older teens will resonate more deeply with the nuances of systemic prejudice and the heavy weight of expectations, as well as the experiences of the Syrian diaspora.
Unlike many books on grief, this uses the physical loss of color as a literal manifestation of depression, blended with a beautiful, magical-realist exploration of grief and identity. ```
Jihad Dabbagh is a teen struggling with achromatopsia brought on by clinical depression and grief after her mother's sudden passing. She is Syrian American and was sent to Braxton Academy by a father who doesn't understand her mental health struggles. Jihad faces systemic Islamophobia and isolation. Her only solace is a magical sketchbook that brings her paintings to life. As her secret murals appear across New York City, Jihad must decide whether to stay hidden in the grey or use her voice and heritage to claim her future.
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