
Reach for this book when your teenager is grappling with questions of identity, the pressure of conforming to traditional expectations, or the pain of feeling like an outsider in their own family. It is a profound choice for young adults who need to see a story about the strength required to remain whole when others try to break you down. The novel follows Cameron, a girl in 1990s Montana, who is sent to a gay conversion therapy center after her secret relationship is discovered. This is a deeply emotional journey exploring grief, religious trauma, and the discovery of a chosen family. It is best suited for older teens due to its mature themes and honest depiction of psychological and emotional struggle. Ultimately, it offers a powerful validation of the self for those who feel their community is trying to edit their true identity.
Includes depictions of teenage sexual awakening and physical intimacy.
Depicts psychological trauma, religious shaming, and the death of parents.
Occasional references to teenage smoking and drinking.
Death of parents, psychological and emotional abuse (within the context of conversion therapy), religious trauma, self-harm (a secondary character), and underage substance use (alcohol and cigarettes).
An older teenager who feels a disconnect between their personal identity and their family's religious or traditional values. It is perfect for a mature reader looking for a deeply immersive, character-driven story about resilience in the face of institutional gaslighting.
Parents should be aware of the depiction of "ex-gay" therapy techniques, which involve manipulative psychological tactics. The later chapters include an intense scene involving a character's self-harm that may require discussion. It is best to read this alongside the teen or be available to discuss the historical context of the 1990s. A parent might hear their child expressing fear that they are "broken" or saying they feel they have to hide their true self to be safe at home or church. This is the book for a child who is questioning the authority of institutions that demand conformity over authenticity.
This book is strictly for the 14 plus age group. Younger teens will focus on the coming-of-age romance and the loss of parents, while older teens will better grasp the complex themes of internalized homophobia and the critique of religious fundamentalism.
Unlike many YA novels that focus purely on the romance, this is a sprawling, atmospheric work of historical fiction. It treats the 1990s setting and the specific landscape of Montana as living characters, providing a visceral sense of time and place that makes the protagonist's journey feel uniquely grounded and real.
Set in Miles City, Montana in the 1990s, the story begins with the sudden death of Cameron's parents in a car accident. While navigating her grief and her emerging sexuality, she is raised by her conservative aunt. When her secret relationship with a female friend is discovered, she is sent to God's Promise, a religious residential program designed to "cure" same-sex attraction. The narrative follows her survival and psychological resistance within the center.
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