
Reach for this book when your teenager is grappling with the complicated layers of grief, specifically the disorientation that comes when a loved one's secrets are revealed after their passing. While the story begins with the sudden death of a high school student, it quickly evolves into a nuanced exploration of trust and betrayal as the protagonist discovers her girlfriend was leading a double life. This novel is particularly appropriate for older teens (ages 14-18) because it treats LGBTQ+ relationships with the same complexity and typical romantic drama found in any young adult contemporary fiction. Parents will appreciate how the book moves beyond the 'coming out' narrative to focus on universal themes of honesty, the ethics of digital communication, and the messy process of finding forgiveness after a profound hurt.
The protagonist deceives another grieving girl by pretending to be the deceased on text.
Typical YA romantic tension and kissing.
Pervasive themes of grief, betrayal, and mourning throughout.
Sudden death of a peer (cardiac arrest), intense grief, and ethical dilemmas involving digital deception (catfishing).
A high schooler who is dealing with the death of a peer or a first love, particularly one who feels their grief is complicated by anger or feelings of betrayal. It is perfect for a teen who enjoys character-driven dramas that explore the gray areas of honesty.
Parents should be aware that the protagonist engages in a long-term digital deception (pretending to be the deceased girl to message the 'other' girlfriend). This provides a good opportunity to discuss digital ethics and the 'why' behind unhealthy coping mechanisms during grief. The book can be read cold by most mature teens. A parent might hear their child express deep cynicism about love or friendship after being lied to, or witness their teen struggling to reconcile a 'perfect' memory of a deceased friend with new, negative information.
Younger teens (14) will focus on the romantic betrayal and the 'detective' aspect of Alix uncovering the truth. Older teens (17-18) will likely resonate more with the nuanced themes of legacy and how to mourn someone who hurt you.
Unlike many YA books that focus on the 'coming out' process, this novel treats the queer identity of its characters as a given, focusing instead on a complex 'cheating' trope and the messy intersection of grief and anger. It is a rare look at how we navigate the secrets people leave behind.
Alix is devastated when her girlfriend, Swanee, dies suddenly from cardiac arrest. While grieving, Alix discovers a second phone belonging to Swanee that reveals a secret, simultaneous relationship with another girl named Liana. In an attempt to understand the betrayal, Alix begins texting Liana while pretending to be Swanee, leading to a complicated web of deception as the two grieving girls eventually meet and form a bond based on a shared person they both realized they didn't fully know.
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