
A parent should reach for this book when their teenager is navigating the isolating waters of being different or struggling with self loathing due to peer pressure and societal expectations. It is an essential resource for adolescents who feel they do not fit the traditional mold of masculinity or who are questioning their sexual orientation in high stakes environments like summer camp. The story follows Aiden Navarro as he balances his Catholic faith, his creative soul, and his growing feelings for a male friend while enduring relentless bullying. While the book deals with heavy themes of identity and mental health, it is ultimately a lifeline of hope. It provides a mirror for teens who feel like they are hiding their true selves and offers parents a bridge to discuss the intense pressure of high school. Given the mature themes and some intense scenes of distress, it is best suited for older teens who are ready for a raw, honest look at the journey toward self acceptance.
Features a sweet, burgeoning crush and a brief, sensitive moment of physical intimacy.
Depicts severe self loathing and a detailed near suicide attempt.
Relentless verbal and physical bullying including homophobic slurs, depictions of self-harm, and a period of intense suicidal ideation. There is also a scene involving a fire that results in physical danger.
A 14-year-old boy who feels like an outsider in traditional male spaces, struggling with the intersection of his religious upbringing and his emerging identity. This is for the child who feels like they are the only one carrying a secret.
Parents should be aware that this is a raw and honest depiction of the 1990s scouting culture. The language is realistic to the setting, including slurs. Specifically, parents should preview the final chapters where Aiden's despair reaches a breaking point to ensure they are ready to discuss mental health and safety resources with their teen. A parent might reach for this book if their child has expressed feelings of deep worthlessness, has been the target of targeted bullying at school or camp, or if the parent suspects their child is struggling with a secret identity that is causing them distress.
Younger teens will focus on the survival aspects of camp and the pain of being bullied. Older teens and young adults will more deeply connect with the nuanced internal conflict between faith, desire, and the search for authentic masculinity.
The use of color is the defining element. The book is illustrated in black and white except for the use of orange and red to represent fire, passion, and intense emotion, visually capturing the heat of Aiden's internal transformation in a way words alone cannot.
Set in 1994, Aiden Navarro is a biracial teenager spending his final summer at a Boy Scouts camp before high school. He faces persistent bullying, navigates his Catholic faith, and deals with the physical changes of puberty. While he tries to suppress his attraction to his friend Elias, the pressure of societal expectations and homophobia leads to a crisis of self-worth. Aiden ultimately finds the strength to embrace his identity and choose life.
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