
A parent might reach for this book when their teenager is grappling with severe social isolation, the long-term trauma of chronic bullying, or a profound loss of hope. It is specifically suited for families navigating the terrifying reality of adolescent suicidal ideation and the feeling of being unreachable. The story follows fifteen-year-old Daelyn, who has survived multiple suicide attempts and lost her ability to speak due to physical injury, as she interacts with a persistent, quirky boy named Santana who refuses to ignore her. It is a deeply heavy, raw, and unflinching look at depression and the slow, non-linear process of finding a reason to keep going. Parents should choose this book as a bridge for difficult conversations, knowing it provides a realistic rather than sugar-coated depiction of mental health struggles for older teens.
The protagonist uses a website that facilitates suicide planning.
Pervasive themes of suicide, clinical depression, and hopelessness throughout.
Graphic descriptions of bullying and past self-harm attempts.
The book deals directly and graphically with suicide, self-harm, and the physical/emotional consequences of those actions. The approach is secular and starkly realistic. The resolution is famously ambiguous, leaving the reader to decide Daelyn's ultimate fate, which reflects the precarious nature of recovery.
A mature high schooler who feels profoundly misunderstood or who has experienced the dark side of school social hierarchies. It is for the reader who finds traditional 'uplifting' stories fake and needs a book that validates the depth of their pain.
This book is intense. Parents should read the afterword and back matter first. They must be prepared for the fact that the ending is not a 'happily ever after' and will require significant discussion. A parent may reach for this after discovering their child has been visiting pro-self-harm websites or if their child has expressed that they 'don't see a point' in the future.
Younger teens (14) may focus on the cruelty of the bullies, while older teens (17+) will likely engage more with the philosophical weight of Daelyn's choice and the complexity of her trauma.
Unlike many YA novels that romanticize mental illness, this book focuses on the gritty, unglamorous physical reality of the aftermath of attempts and the slow, difficult work of communication without a voice.
Daelyn Rice is a high school student who has been pushed to the brink by years of relentless bullying. Having survived multiple suicide attempts, she now spends her time on a website for people planning their final days. She is mute due to a previous attempt. Her resolve is challenged when she meets Santana, a boy who is dealing with his own health issues and refuses to let Daelyn remain invisible. The story follows her internal battle between her plan to end her life and the small, human connections pulling her back.
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