
Reach for this book if your teen is struggling with the crushing weight of perfectionism or if you need a gateway to discuss the psychological phenomenon of denial and the consequences of life-altering mistakes. The story follows Devon, a star athlete and honors student who, in a state of dissociative denial, abandons her newborn baby. It explores her journey through the juvenile justice system and her slow realization of the reality she tried to ignore. This is a heavy but necessary read for mature teens about accountability, the loss of a 'perfect' identity, and the long road to redemption. It serves as a powerful cautionary tale about the internal pressures high-achieving teens often hide.
Deals with the abandonment of a newborn and the psychological breakdown of a teenager.
The scenes describing the birth and the initial panic are intense and visceral.
The book deals directly with neonaticide and clinical denial. The approach is realistic and secular, focusing on the legal and psychological ramifications of Devon's actions. The resolution is realistic rather than 'happy,' focusing on acceptance and the beginning of a long healing process.
A mature teenager who enjoys complex character studies and legal dramas, or a student who feels overwhelmed by the need to maintain an image of perfection and needs to see the dangers of bottling up trauma.
Parents should be aware of the graphic descriptions of the birth and the discovery of the infant. The book should be read with a focus on the psychological 'break' rather than just the crime itself. A parent might pick this up after seeing their child become increasingly secretive or hearing their child express that they 'can't afford to fail' at anything.
Younger teens (14) may focus on the 'thriller' aspects of the trial and the soccer setting. Older teens (17+) will better grasp the nuance of the dissociative state and the commentary on the justice system.
Unlike many YA books that focus on 'problem pregnancies,' this book focuses on the rare but real phenomenon of pregnancy denial and the aftermath of a catastrophic choice within the criminal justice system.
Devon Davenport is a high-achieving high school soccer player who successfully hides her pregnancy from everyone, including herself. After giving birth alone and in shock, she places the infant in a trash bin. The book begins with her arrest and follows her through a juvenile detention center as she awaits trial for attempted murder. The narrative alternates between the present legal battle and the months leading up to the birth, showing how her psyche fractured under the pressure to remain 'perfect.'
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